Lost

I've received 3 news today. Good news; Bad news. And the other one was what I considered a bad news until i received my good news, it turn out not to be as bad as the new bad news.

Confused? Well, you won't be for long.

The original bad news for today was supposed to be my parents' homecoming. They've been away for 2 weeks. They went there with my uncle and aunt. Today, they're coming back. No more home alone for me, no more late night movies, no more peace & quiet, no more sleepovers. Basically, no more fun. Not that I did anything irresponsible during the past 2 weeks. In fact, I've been an angel. Well, compared to my devil sister, I really am. She's super fun, I'm super... Well, boring.

If you didn't know, I've sent my Vaio for service the day I sent my parents to the airport. My Vaio had a heatstroke. So, I've sent V to the gizmos hospital for a check-up, and they submitted him into the ICU. They need to perform a cardio surgery on him and put in a pacer. Haha. In technical language, I overheated the processor, it's just matter of time before it explodes, so the technicians will have to repair and replace the processor and the other damages I've done. *sigh* Luckily, I'd noticed it earlier, or else, it probably will explode, just like Roxy's. If I did, I probably be dead by now. Why? I exploded my Vaio in just mere 4 months of usage. Mom won't be too pleased about that. Anyway, back to the story. Today, V is allowed to check out of the hospital. My heart was doing the summersault when they called me to tell me about it. Immediately, I excitedly went there to fetch him. Me, two weeks without him, was terrible. Yes, I did get a replacement for the two weeks by borrowing Baba's laptop, but it's nothing like my Vaio. Baba's Dell may had filled my time during the absence of V. But it couldn't replace him. Vaio was like my other half. You can have just so many friends, but only one soulmate. (I realized I sound cheesy, but that's my analogies, just bear with it) This is the best news ever. Having your other half back.

As I mentioned, my Good News wasn't all good news; it brought me the worst news of all. How can having your other half back become the worst news, you ask? Imagine this situation. You received a phone call from the hospital where your other half is. You just found out that he (or she) finally woke up after 2 weeks in coma. Obviously, you'd be jumping up and down, and running to the hospital as soon as possible. (Unless you secretly wish that he die so that you can get his insurance money and whatever he have. To that I can only say *gasp*) However, as soon as you're there, standing next to his bed. You're so eager to hug and kiss him. But when you try to, he pushes you away. And his first words to you are "who are you?". How do you feel? Devastating, isn't it? Worst, if you depend on him for almost everything.

That's my worst news of all time. I lost all my data in my Vaio. All. Everything. E-V-E-R-Y-BLOODY-SINGLE-T-H-I-N-G!!!!!

You have your other half back, but only physically. He's no longer himself. He's just like an empty shell. He's not suffering from amnesia, where there's possibility that he will gain his memory back. No, this is permanent damage.

As you may know, my finals are coming up. In fact, its next week. Today is Thursday, thus, 4 days before finals. And guess where all my notes are? That's right, in my Vaio. I didn't managed to backup my files, because it was so sudden. I did asked the technicians to backup my files before the check up. Before they found out it's worse. Somehow, it slip their minds too. You can't tell me to just copy the notes from my classmates. Because I do my own notes. All the notes in my Vaio, was all me. I read all the bloody books I have, and made my own version of it. All my bloody efforts. But you know what, that's not the main problems. It's all the pictures that I saved in my Vaio. All the memories of my past, vanish just like that *snap*.

I couldn't even bring myself to complaint to the technicians. I was speechless. I was so.. so.. horrified, that I couldn't find any words in me to say. Me, out of words? That's a rare occurrence, and this was one of it. I'm clueless. I don't know what to do.

Now, I'm just going to get all the software that I used to have in Vaio back. Re-do my notes. And think about the pictures later. *sigh*